Keep looking backwards-week 17

As I sit here finishing a interview on my recovery and what's life like now with a titanium chest, I am in awe. I never saw myself in CVICU.. Hell I didn't look in the mirror for weeks. I tell people all the time that I'm discouraged by my pain and discomfort of the bars sticking out and that I pay dearly for days I am active... Loved ones who have been by my side always tell me that I need to keep looking back at how far I've come. this is the first time I have ever seen this video. Now I see how far I've come. This was the first time I got to see Sophia, day 7. I still couldn't talk well and I don't remember this but my whole mind set changed when I saw her, clearly  . She was counting on me. I had to do this! Don't ever ever give up! If you don't want to do it for yourself do it for your loved ones. . As I sit here finishing a interview on my recovery and what's life like now with a titanium chest, I am in awe. I never saw myself in CVICU.. Hell I didn't look in the mirror for weeks. I tell people all the time that I'm discouraged by my pain and discomfort of the bars sticking out and that I pay dearly for days I am active... Loved ones who have been by my side always tell me that I need to keep looking back at how far I've come. this is the first time I have ever seen this video. Now I see how far I've come. This was the first time I got to see Sophia, day 7. I still couldn't talk well but my whole mind set changed when I saw her . She was counting on me. I had to do this! I love you Sophia! This is what I say out loud when I'm struggling -" let me tell you something you already know. The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to you knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. No one is going to hit as hard as life. It ain’t about how hard you hit...it’s about It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done. You have go to be willing to take the hits” #bionicwoman #week 17 #nuss #countingmyblessings #beagladiator #nevergiveup #nopainnogain 
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